Sunday, February 10, 2013

A few of my current truths...

I will soon be turning 41 years old, yet there are times that I have the emotional maturity of a teenager. I wonder if I'll ever truly feel like a grown up.

I believe in God, but can barely tolerate anything to do with religion these days, including the Bible.

My prayers rarely extend beyond a sentence or two. Sometimes all I can say is "Please, Lord..." and then I have no other words.

I am currently gaining weight, not losing it, and although I have the desire, I don't really have the drive to change that tide. 

I sometimes deliberately don't do the things 'they' say to do to take care of myself, because I'd very much prefer not to grow too old. 

I am at a complete standstill in my life. I am at a loss as to what I should do now that my daughter is in school. 

I am pretty much feeling mentally paralyzed when it comes to changing any of the things I listed above.