Yeah, I know I'm not posting much. Truth is, I'm disgusted by my lack of trying, my lack of progress, my lack of caring very much. I want to look better and I want to feel better, but I apparently don't want those things badly enough to actually DO anything about it. Argh.
I hate the way I look right now, all lumpy and mushy. My clothes are tight and unflattering. I feel like I'm a failure.
So, yeah. Sadly I'm still holding at status quo. Carry on.